28 FEB 10

i just burst into tears!
i just cant take it when it comes to this:(
these happened because of me, i feel like giving myself one tight slap!
if i were to come back earlier, all this would not have happened!
all my fault!!
I HATE MYSELF!
the only thing i can do now is PRAY HARD!
heart BLEEDING~~
* i wish i could share with you.