16 SEP 09
edited//
03:08am
went out to met kel for supper at mac(:
chatted alot and i learnt alot frm him too(:
then yk came, passed me things frm him and bike me home!
thanks for sending me home(: on the way back, my mood just not right):
he said something to me, and he knew im not right and so he stopped!
asked sis to accompany me to north point to walk round(:
ky called and came to look for me a while and he left..
walked round for awhile more and headed back home(:
slept at 5 and woke up at 4..
well i don wish that my life will be in this way!
i wish to turn it back but donno how! ********************************************************************************
saw something then i came to realise that i still cant face somebody till now):
i had been missing):
im sorry, im just so weak!
suddenly i felt the fear again):
what's wrong with me??
i feel like crying again):
help me!
now that he got so many book outs but im just not the one spending it with him anymore):
why now when he have more times but im just not the one anymore?
and is like at the same timing, when im having my holidays and he having more book outs but we just cant spend it together!
im just not that lucky and fortunate enough):
i just want you to be happy(:
this is enough(:
i know im silly*
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