7 AUG 09
long weekend but no programme):
i want to occupy myself but donno how?
she hates herself for not making her decision fast enough and now causing herself feels soo hurt):
now even if i had made my decision, its all too late???):
because of him, i lost my happiness, this is sooo unfair and sucks man!!
i hate him to core!!
now im like alone suffering without anyone knowing it???):
this is sooo hurtful but i gonna pull through, i cant let my whole family members worry for me,
i cant!!
even though, it is painful,hurtful, miserable, unbearable etc but still i need to be strong!!
JOAN SOH, you got to be strong
your family members need you!!
lastly,ireallylovehim(DC),heshallremaindeepinmyheart
thislovecanneverbeshownoutanymore):
