26 AUG 09
our sweet fries rice(:
today ofa ca is sooo damn damn difficult sure die!!!hopefully still can pass!
Mr Faris wont be our CA anymore):
he is not even with us for 1 yrs and he is leaving us le):
WE ALL WANT HIM TO BE OUR CA NOT SESSION HEAD!
suppose to meet him for movie and dinner but i fly him aeroplane as im too tired le..
sorry cause i slept at 3 last night due to study, will make back for you(:
just now i felt the fear again): i also donno why??
yesterday went studying with mandy(:
could not find any place to study, end up studying at my place..
we start at 5 and we end at 1130, and she headed off for last bus..
lucky, there is still last bus, if not she will be coming back frm interchange to my home!!
my ah ma bought us a packet of sweet sweet fries rice and we shared tgt(:
sooo sweet!!
will be going to 'bf' cum stead home this sat for study again(:
*i found out alot of thing recently!
i don wish to know and found out but it just pop out frm no where!
seriously, i cant take it anymore!
i just want to say all i want here today!
i don want to hold back all the anger and hates i had for him anymore!
i used to hide it as i dont want to hurt him, make him angry and stuffs!
after all i do so much he know?
i doubt so!
i don wish to protect anymore!
i don wish to hurt myself anymore!
i don wish to live my life so miserable anymore wen others is enjoying happily!
i really wish to be wad i used to be!
i just want to be back that cheerful and strong girl!
i want to live my life happier than him!
其实我不是你想像的那么勇敢但
我一定会活得比你辛福！
she can love you as much as i do but she cant be as tolerance as me!
im really touched by the way he treat me, though he knows it's impossible between us but he still nv failed to be there for me wen i needed most!
thanks sooo much!
不离不弃is the only things i can say abt him!!
