12 AUG 09skool ended at 245 just now, then stayed back for project till 4 then meet up with connie and stead tgt with mandy as we are watching g.i.joe!!this show was super nice, worth watching it(:been so long i last saw connie, now more and more lady liao ah!!finished the show at ard 640 then trained back yishun with stead(:saw auntie cally again and co at mrt station, chatted awhile and bused back home(:one weeks just passed like this)=
though i had watched quite a few movies lately without him but if he is willing and im also willing to watched it again with him, i really mean it.
like i said i got myself a new hair cut, after this hair cut i feel that as if all my pain was being cut off too but just now wen i talked to my sis again wen she asked, i realise that i never stop missing him and loving him)=i feel like hugging him soooo much NOW):** i miss him so badly, no more of me receiving his phone calls and msgs):no more me msging him every morning and tell him that im on my way to skool):no more me calling him everyday at 12 noon, telling him that im having lunch and how abt him?no more me calling him every night and chat): no more me hearing him saying i love you to me before he went to sleep):no more me smsing him a sweet sweet msg before me going to sleep):actually i was happy to say that i never cry today but now while im typing this entry, my heart sank again):lastly, i really wanted to tell him this everyday:i really love you(: 