10 AUG 09
look into the camera!!
act cute!
this is nice but blur):
both looked so shag!
i just ignore her!!
nice photo
taken without notice!
tired but still take photos!!
sis and me(:
mummy and daddy(:take 2
mummy almost fall down!!take 1
brother and sister!!
i need him the most!!he is my strength!!
brothers with care bear(:
care bear again(:
my sister without knowing!!
lobster!!
lobsterssss!!
ah yi and me(:
ah ma and mummy(:
ah ma(:she is there wen i need her(:
myself(:
ah yi and small brother(:
my sweet little brother(:
my family(:they stand by my side!!
myself and sister!!
'holidays' ending le):
i had not been sleeping well and eating well):
i just cried again):
then i know that i still cant accept):
i think everyday i would at least use my tears to wash my face once):
i really donno how long will this continue?
just now went out and it cause some misunderstanding!!
wad i can say is: it's not what you see on the surface!!
please understand that i really love him, not you say having a replace it will heal faster!
yes, to some ppl it will, but not for me, sorry!
i really cant get over him!
he really mean a lot to me, so pls be clear of this!!
we promised to watched those upcoming movies tgt,
we promised to go to those places that we wanted to go,
we promised to hold hands tgt,
we simply promised alot but now im all alone without you to complete it with me):
reached home ard 10 plus 11..
i rejected wei neng last night and i was really firm cux i hate him!! i don need him to do anything for me anymore!!
den deciding with steadss if we are still meeting up as mandy had no more last transport!!
she took cab here after long decising, but wynny was not able to make it):
then we slacked all the way till 7am in the morning and she went off!
went to sleep then woke up at 1 again wen i expect to sleep longer but my eyes just cant close again):
** mandy!! i got lot of your unglam photos!!
yesterday went changi airport with family..
went there, memories started to flashback again):
remembered i used to go there to send him off to brunei, taiwan and fetchin him back wen he returned frm taiwan): the place where we took photos before you left for taiwan):
we went there once because of the new open terminal 3):
just too much memories between you and him!!
then we headed down to city hall for fireworks!
it also remind me of us going there to watched fireworks before):
the places that i went last night were just full of our sweet sweet memories(:
i really hope i could turn back the time!!
lastly, i promised myself that the camera that he bought for me will take down all my happy moments as it can no longer capture our happiness le but i wish it can and will capture our happines again one day!
