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Date / Time : Saturday, January 3, 2009 / 10:55 PM
03JAN09
woke up and had 2 swollen and puffy eyes. had a big big quarrel with mummy yesterday. im so sad and hurt, deeply! so do you! i was too stress-ed up i asked mummy why not say out that word and everything will be over. he din do. instead he told me that he wont as he love me. so am i! i know, i know you donno how to express your feeling. i wont force you but i hope that you will slowly learn as things are not easy get in life but to play hard to earn it or else it might just gone forever. it's coming to the 4 years, i hope i could change you to a better you. if not i would only feel guilt and thinking that im not the right one for you.
don think too much abt yesterday. everything's solved and alright(: i know you scared i would run away frm you. you are feeling insecure just like i would oso feel it. hope we will hold tight and walk through!!
gonna have not enough time to see you. can't see you as and when you are free! i have no more time! Attachment, im not scared of working! i'm just scared of can't see-ing you): i love you my baby(:
